God's timing...

Okay so here I am, the day after Thanksgiving. I spent the day with my fabulous cousins, but without my three children. So, needless to say I was feeling a little sad last night. Sometimes the holidays go by and I don't miss my kids as much, but this year has been difficult. Maybe, cause I haven't been in the word as much this season...maybe cause I am mad at God that He has not brought the one he has promissed me, yet.

Reflecting on this year...it has been such a roller coaster and I am tired. God is good to me and continues to bless me, but I guess I just didn't figure I'd be doing it on my own for this long (over 5 years)...it get's so lonely sometimes. I miss the companionship of a spouse... Life is just different when you are sharing the joys and burdens with the one person how knows you better than anyone else.

Please pray for encouragement for me and that I would not get frustrated with God's timing in all of this. I know in my head that his timing is perfect, but my heart longs for my soul mate.

I love you all,
Melissa